I see in slow motion Valleys of darkness in front of my eyes The color from the world has turned gray No longer vibrant Vast shades of greens and blue, no longer I hear words in murmurs I see others have excitement and I feel a void An emptiness like that black plague sweeping over my body Prepared to drown me in a sea of tidal waves When did this happen? How did this happen? I am a shell of my former self A zombie with a smile I look the same I still laugh I lie in bed and see myself Laying there Screaming on the inside I look at you Pleading with my eyes for help Please stop Give me what I need Don’t you love me? I'm sorry I don’t give you what you need Meet up to your expectations You break me down Build me up Over and over I can't breathe You are my ocean I swim inside of you everyday Never breaking the surface I can't quite reach the shore It's just beyond my grasp Just like happiness Please stop Give me what I need Don’t you love me? I love you You are my ocean I swim under water I see in slow motion