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Your heart is where I live

I know you see me

What’s going on inside

The feelings of my heart

The thoughts of my mind

You wrap me up tight

Give me all I need

I have hope for the future

You and me

That’s all I need

Things have been rocky

Some might say, rather tough

But I know what we are made of

I won’t give up

We are on our path

Back from where we came

We’ve had quite the journey

But I still feel the same

I need your arms around me

Embrace me in your love

They say a home is where you live

They must not know love

My home is a person

Made of flesh and bones

The markings on your body

Is a map that leads me home

Your heart is where I live

You

Have my soul

I want this forever

Just you and me

This life is for always

Now I can finally see

Years

You taught me about fire


Near the sunset

Not far from the rain

The longing in my heart

Makes me go insane


I travel my mind

Like a map of the sea

Wondering where I will find

You and me


 Stumbling along the beaten path

I came across you

My soul, torn in half

You picked me up

Put me back together

Two became one

I thought this was happily forever


Days turned into weeks

Weeks into months

Those months suddenly became years

What once was, now is dust


 My soul feels shaky

Tired

But, I don’t want to quit

I know that we are somewhere

This isn’t our love


You taught me about fire

Passion

How to sore

I swear I could fly

But suddenly we are drowning

Always calling a score


Seconds turn into hours

Yesterday’s words ringing in our ears

Passion is just a fruit

What happened over the years?


 I want us back

You know, the old you and me

People who used to laugh and play

That’s how we should be


 Maybe we are fire and oil

Sometimes love isn’t enough

I know that we are somewhere

This isn’t how our love is


I won’t give up trying

I’ll give all of my breaths

You’ll see me leave how you found me

A broken soul in two

If there is an end it won’t be pretty

My soul belongs to you


Oceans

I see in slow motion

I see in slow motion
Valleys of darkness in front of my eyes
The color from the world has turned gray
No longer vibrant
Vast shades of greens and blue, no longer
I hear words in murmurs
I see others have excitement and I feel a void
An emptiness like that black plague sweeping over my body
Prepared to drown me in a sea of tidal waves

When did this happen?
How did this happen?

I am a shell of my former self
A zombie with a smile
I look the same
I still laugh
I lie in bed and see myself 
Laying there
Screaming on the inside

I look at you
Pleading with my eyes for help
Please stop
Give me what I need
Don’t you love me?

I'm sorry
I don’t give you what you need
Meet up to your expectations
You break me down
Build me up
Over and over
I can't breathe

You are my ocean
I swim inside of you everyday
Never breaking the surface
I can't quite reach the shore
It's just beyond my grasp
Just like happiness

Please stop
Give me what I need
Don’t you love me?

I love you
You are my ocean
I swim under water
I see in slow motion

 

Tomorrow

Let’s discuss this tomorrow

Let’s discuss this tomorrow

You said

Anxiety

My chest

Ringing

My ears

Week

Never ends

Car

Won’t start

Phone

Won’t ring

Flowers

Never bloom

Frigid

Winter frost

Brown grass

Sharp blades

Thoughts

Can’t escape

Let’s discuss this tomorrow

You said

Tomorrow never came

Tomorrow is the wind that whistles though the trees

I think it may be you

Tomorrow is looking across the street

Wondering if I’ll see your face

Tomorrow is the ping on my phone

Wondering if it’s you

Tomorrow is bad dream

I can’t escape

Tomorrow is fear

Never knowing

Tomorrow is stagnant

What ifs

Tomorrow is rethinking

Everything I’ve done

Tomorrow is questioning

Who am I?

Tomorrow is lost

Illusions of my mind

Let’s discuss this tomorrow

You said

Tomorrow is here

Gone